What does it feel like to fall in love again?

What does it feel like to fall in love again?

Is it the way he looks at you, or the way he says your name? The way he lights up the room when he walks in. The way you kind of cringe when you touch, or the way he finds the time to talk to you in the morning.

What does it feel like to fall in love again?

Remember your first love? Your first heartache? When you found out he didn’t like you that way. When you assumed. When you expected. You thought he liked you back. Because he wore the necklace you gave him. And he smiled when you looked. And people teased you when you’re together. 

What does it feel like to fall in love again?

When you took the courage to go beyond boundaries and visit him every month. When you spent most of your time and money to talk to him. And that old stuffed bear in a chair still sits somewhere in the attic, and you refuse to throw or give it out. When you thought of your kids’ names and it should always rhyme with his. 

What does it feel like to love again? Because I honestly don’t remember. Or am I just trying to forget? How it hurt. How it made me feel infinitely happy. Or how it made me love myself. 

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